wew anon you sound harsh on yourself. I kicked guyfriends in balls, scratched them and hit in general a lot as a kid. I wasn't very fond of doing it but that was the thing. They would tease girls and girls would chase them and hit them. I guess it's some sort of puberty thing, tension between girls and boys and shit. But yeah that was notorious.
I have never kicked anyone "seriously" tho, on full force. But I'm always ready
My dad :( Story goes:
When I was a kid, one day my folks, as usual, took me along to a party. As they were all sipping their drinks, chatting, and having fun, one of the family friends (a guy) who took up looking after me, taught me I oughta kick a guy in the balls, and showed me how to do it, if said guy would ever… unnerve me, as I remember. Keep in mind I was under 10 y.o. He wanted to protect me from something else, of course, but this is what I took from it.
Sometime later, my dad was playing dodgeball with me, helping me get better at it because I complained being shit at it at school. I had a great aim, but couldn't dodge. I was still being shit at dodging and got frustrated, so when he got me, I aimed at his crotch, and threw the ball with all my power. He squealed and rolled on the floor.
I was flabbergasted and scared by his reaction. He did his best to assure me everything's ok and I shouldn't be worried.